Tuesday, September 23, 2014

emo

Happy Birthday to myself...
don't know why I dont feel like celebrate birthday...
is that because growth up already..?
or started feel the stress... 

Last time...I will emo about don't have a good celebration that I want...
I'll feel sad don't have presents...
but now...
I really hope this day won't be coming...
I don't want to have birthday..
I don't want to grow up..

25...!! 
this age really let me feel the stress...
no tittle in the career...
no career..
no money..
no car...
no house...
no girlfriend...
I have nothing at all...
HOW CAN I NOT STRESS ABOUT IT...!! 

Emo..!! moody...!! 
Birthday so what...
is just a day...
is just a day give me a reason to have a drink..

Future...!! 
what i can i have...

Sunday, August 31, 2014

hmnn

Quite a long time never touch my blog already...
is that because started working or maybe not that much of complain...?

Can consider this is my first job after graduated..
but am i in the right field...
totally not related with my study not required any qualification job...
feel wasted my 4years study time...

seriously I miss my study time now...
I miss those days without formal wear...
can color my hair in whatever colors...

Monday, April 8, 2013

something i know after graduated

something i know after graduated....!!! 

~JOB
Nowadays looking for a job is not that easy...although you lower down your requirement...is really a big thank you to the Sg's new policy...!!!

NOW looking for job is not just your qualification...sometime your nationality might be one of the affect that influence your chance....

long time ago...i said if i can choose i will rather go out without a cert...because i think experience is much more important than your qualification...but i have no choice to do this...forced to get a cert and face the reality which everywhere is talking about your experience...

its really tough to searching job without any relationship you know...because simply go to jobstreet or any job vacancy posted site is not that easy to get a reply...even though you sent to them few times...

an interview conduct by the company might be unfair to you...maybe you can spent your whole day just to exchange few minutes to meet with the interviewer...but other may spent few minutes or hours to exchange more than half and hour...

this world not going to be fair to you...got your chance grab it harder dont simply let it go away..although you dont like the job...

maybe during U's time you got a lot of interview chance or job offer...but after graduated you might not be that lucky...interview might not be one to one interview..it might be a group interview...it might have first interview...second interview or maybe much more...

after graduated i noticed why dont i focus my study in one area...why i want  to study this included all area's course...because employer will think you are not pro enough because you are not specific in that particular area...

anyway i will still try my best to looking for a job...good luck to me...!! 

~life
after graduated you might cant find a gang or friends that can stick with you everyday...you cant easily find a friend to supper or hang out with you...

you might not have night club life after graduated...it might be you have to work...you dont have kaki...you don have time or anything else...

your social life will become smaller if you are not sociable enough...because during school time... there are a lot of activities to force yourself to social your life or to filled your time...but after graduated you cant find those activities...!! 

remember....!! utilize your school facilities...such as swimming pool...gym...or even library...!! because these facilities is much more cheaper than outside...!! and when you are out...you will not have those time to to such things...!! maybe i am like this...!!! 

is difficult to let you find a relationship after school time...because of your social life became smaller and maybe people around you are all your best friends...!!! 

but let me choose i'll still choose working life rather than study life...!! because while you are study people are earning money...study need to pay people money to gain your knowledge...working is people paying  you to gain your knowledge...




Thursday, January 3, 2013

2013

is 2013...
were my goals achieved...
i don't think so and i dare not to review it...
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year...!!! 
2013 i think gonna be a tough year...
a lot of things need to do and decided...
what to work...where to work..what area should i work...
what they aspect me to work...

whatever...!! those things are belong to future....
really appreciated whose helped me...accompanied me...
and appreciated that u guys still belong with me during Xmas and new year...
although its different...although it not like a big day...
but i really appreciated that we can count down together...!! 
my dears...hope you all will have a best 2013...!! 
in love..in work...in study...all the best...!!!

nothing much to wish for this year...
only hope my family members...
my grandparents...my parents can be wealthy and healthy...!!! 
beside that also hope baby Elvis can be a healthy kid...

Thursday, November 29, 2012

suck company

the days without laptop was so boring...
i really can't think of anything that i can do beside than surfing by my iphone...
the old laptop following my around 4years and now it spoiled...
it was motherboard problem...
but the place i sent my laptop to is so so so so lousy and cheap...
once i sent my laptop to them i waited around 3 weeks to get my laptop back...
after i got my laptop after few days i sent back to them again...
because some same problem arise...
after a week i got it back again and use only one day...
the same problem again...
I'm so wondering "A1 PRO" staff said the technician had changed a new motherboard to me...
but then why still the same problem...
a new motherboard can cost around 1K+...
but they only charged me 350 do you think they really changed a new one for me...?!
then i sent my laptop back to them again...
one week...two weeks...three weeks...
i kept calling them kept asking them...
just got the answer still fixing until finally i can get my laptop back...
the staff told me: " very sorry boss, the new motherboard cannot attach to your laptop...so we cannot fixed it..so i refund to you..."
ehhh...please lah..if your technician cant fix the problem why don tell me earlier...kept let me waiting...

i will never ever trust this company again...
A1 Pro...!!!!! 
their services was sucks....!! 

Saturday, September 22, 2012

happy birthday to me..

 happy birthday to myself...
sound lonely isn't it...LOL
whats the different between birthday day and normal days ah....
for me...just facebook got more post and phone will have some sound...
start to feel so no meaning for birthday...
don't know why...!! 
wear so nice staying at home take picture...
this is how i past the very first moment when my birthday came...
planed to have some drinks...
but in the end cancel...
is this my first year staying at home no go out celebrate...?
wondering...can't recall...!! 

to be honest...
a bit emo for this birthday...
don know is emo cause birthday or birthday cause emo...
feel to drink till i drunk and forget everything....
i missing the time we celebrate in club...
boom boom shake shake...
how freedom life... 
but now i can't...
i can't play until early morning..
can't play until 6am back to room...

there are so many wishes are so difficult to come true..
but i wished it to come true...
it just a few simple wishes...
if wishes on the birthday really can realize...
im really sincere to make these wishes...
and hope it can come true...

Saturday, September 15, 2012

need diet

came back from Nilai around 4 months already...
what i really missing over there is my body weight...
came back till now i gained around 10kg...
omg...and i never ever fat like this....
  

this picture just angle problem...although it got V shape...still fat..!! 


help...SOS...
who can help me...
i really need diet badly...
i need slim down...
i want decrease my weight... 
i don't want fat fat face...big big tummy...

but i really got no time to do exercise if i got work...!! @@